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June Invitation into Your Dreams

June is a month we celebrate Father’s Day…and how often we see male figures in our dreams who come in many ways…fatherly, brotherly, frightening, challenging, encouraging, dismissive and more. When we step into a dream we explore these figures wanting to understand why it is they are here in our dream and what it is they want us to feel…often under the surface story of the dream.

From a dream client:

Dream - My father is here and is telling me a story about a toy he had had as a boy but had kept with him over the years - a stuffed bear. His description reminds me of a boyhood friend’s bear who was threadbare from being held so much. My father is telling this story in a very engaging manner, very different from how he was; he seems very charismatic and also very aware of desiring connection, very open and connective. He talks about how he had this bear through many circumstances, even in the army, even in battle under gun fire (never was in battle). But then, he says, at some point, he lost the bear or threw it out. The story seemed warm and human.

Our waking experience of our parents, here the father, can be different from what our dreams bring. The dreamer did not have an experience of closeness with his own father…quite the opposite…his experience of his father was one of absence and aloofness...even a sense of abandonment...that he didn't really matter to his father.

Our dreams know there are two fathers…our outer world father…and the inner father…our connection to something larger than ourselves. 

When the outer connection is frayed, even seemingly destroyed, we often lose the inner connection as well…the place of love and support from the inner father…we lose trust that we can be loved in this way...that we matter. 

As we explored the dream…I asked what it was like to hear his father speak so engagingly…desiring connection with his son, the dreamer? We took it slowly here…let the dream soak in…it felt “unfamiliar” so we went through the moment again…took another breath…”there is this warm sense”…”a new way for me to be with the father”…and tears rose…as did the feeling of “loss and hopeful”…and another breath, “it feels so good to be with him like this…wow, we’re having a nice conversation.”

(As Natural Dreamwork practitioners we slow down these moments… stay here for a reason…to give time for the medicine of the dream to take, here the medicine of feeling warmth, a new way of being that includes both loss and hope. Again, the dream medicine is a time-released medicine and to feel new feelings…to feel something at all…takes time…and we honor that…we let the dream medicine do its work.)

And there is a lovely and tender shared experience in the dream. The dream father is sharing with his son how he lost or threw away his stuffed bear…how somehow he, too, lost connection to his own boy soul, to his own inner father. In that moment the dreamer could feel both his loss and his father’s loss…how there was a connection between them in this place. 

The dream medicine, the feelings of hope, loss...and longing for the father, helped the dreamer feel a tenderness towards his own father and the love and support of the inner father…how much he, the dreamer, mattered to him.

Each night...waiting for us in the land of our dreams...are these incredible characters whose only desire is to help us heal all the way through...to help us understand ourselves more deeply...to come to know who and what in our lives...and in our selves...serves our soul...and to be in loving and supportive relationship with that. 

Mary Jo Heyen is a Natural Dreamwork Practitioner working with clients throughout the country and abroad in person, phone or Skype. Learn more about her work with dreams at www.maryjoheyen.com or  www.thenaturaldream.com